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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Goshhhhhhh , no matter how i squeezed those words and stuff in my brain they just won't go in ! andd i have no idea what th textbooks , notes or whatever is talking about .
and tuition was like so fast endded , and i seems to be like so blur of everything .
tomorrow is english and social studies , two words , No Confidence !
rahhhhhhhhhhs , no matter how i mug now like no use luhhs .
and i know that miracle won't happens .
so many things left undone-ded ;{
my art is like , so many things to paint , and admin test would be more important than drawing , so gonna leave it aside ;/
rahhhhs , so confused .
and i'm uber envy those people who had finish their bloddy test la , so fast .

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stunt , shock , reprimanding , negative thoughts .
is that really all you can do , asking me to quit it , saying its bad , unhealthy , killing myself .
fine , its not good , it doesn't benefits anything from it .
why carn you feel that how pressured i am , fine , i stop loh .
i slit instead , and then , same reaction .
carn you react other ways ? instead of always reacting th same way .
you ain't not tired , but i am !
i am sick and tired of every reaction you people made .
all of you may have made it just one time , but its towards me , i've gotta face more than just one. and its who that gave me pressure , of course its easy for you to said it , cause you will never understand how i feel .
and you are always acting that you understand , but i know you will forever never .
how much it hurts me to see him reacting this way , my life was fine this way , and suddenly this weird feeling came knocking on my door .
i really have no mood to study , with all those crapp in my mind .
i'm uber upset , let me sort it out .
save me from th misery
我的心好沉重

♥ with love

7:47 PM