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Friday, February 1, 2008

bloginggg ;)
maybe this will be my last post ?
feel like starting a war with my father .
i don care how people thinks about a daughter quarrelling with a father is badd and whatever .
its always i'm wrong , i'm being lazy , i'm lying abt my reasons , i'm avoiding whatever task he gaves me .

okiies , i admit at times i does . but it still doesn't means i'm always like this , whyiie carn he change a angle looking at things , whyiie must everything goes th way he likes ?
izzit wrong to achieve something ? or izzit right to stuck at th computer , achieving nothing .
he always threatens to lock my com when he knows that , to miie , computer is just my second precious .
i just wanns to go to th cross country , get a rank , and feel proud of myself .
simple .

but whyiie does he always make things so complicated and push me to an end ?
new yr is comin , and i have to clean th hse , and he just get angry over , miie , gg to cross conutry running and not at home cleaning upp , and says , i'm being lazy , pushing all th housechores to them .
i wasn't even thinking this way , i just thought i could achieve something and get home to do all th clean upps .

maybe its kinda crazy to sacrifice a com ( for like months ? ) for a day of running ( maybe not even getting a rank or badge ? ) .
so what if he locks my com , i gets to study properly , i still gets to go out with my friends , its just that during th night it cn gets boring , but it doesn't kills .
i've still got my PSP and my storybooks ( which is totally intresting )
computer is just a way to contact my friends , and now they don really online , cause of studies , test and exams .

its not like i'm not comin home to do th spring cleanning , its just that i'll be back home , late , and you are alr showing miie your bloody attitude .
and i really hates it , when you start threatening miie or stop miie from doing what i wann , though not everytime , things have to goes th way i wann , but at least , somethings i do , makes miie feel a sense of achievement and stucking at th com wasn't one of it .
i just hope that i'm not overdoing it .

i'm just missing suchen , th person that talked to during my sadd times .
come bac to singapore soon ;DDD !

♥ with love

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