
Friday, February 29, 2008
today had math paper !
SWEE ! free from test luhhs ! yay !
that was th good new , bad new was , i failed my english , cause birthday wasn't accepted as a festive celebration in th personal recount , AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
tml gg out to pasir ris park must scream to my wits .
3n1 , 3n2 , 3n3 loads of people failed , cause almost half or more than half of each class wrote about birthdays .
WTF IS THIS MANN !?
and when th school bell rang , hafiq was standing outside and scream , YAY ! lets celebrate ! we failed our english , those who wrote birthday , come ! lets celebrate .
it must be hard for him to take th blow , LAUGHS ! crap !
after school met sharron , went to K with her agns , dunno go how many times with her to K this month luhhhs , seem like countless times , with th accompany of ah yang and ah boy .
after K went to ah yang house play audition with joline , th lappy make me pek chek like fcuk la .
ard 7 plus slack ard at his room , his family was damn big , with his cousin staying , thn they all played at th bed , thn sharron said they were like having sex party , xDD !
one , on top of another , laughs !
sharron read her email and we saw this v v v v intresting email and v v v v true too .
it goes like this ,
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1)
Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.(2)
Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.(3)
Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4)
Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5)
Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)(6)
That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. (7)
Thanks:A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' ... that will bring on a 'whatever').(8)
Whatever:Is a women's way of saying F**** YOU!(9)
Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.me and sharron was like V agree to all this words , thn ah yang and ah boy read it too and they was saying not to provoke us , laughs !
sharron kept using those words on ah yang , hahas .
left ah yang house , went to sharron's house , ate dinner , and they peii-ed me to wait for th bus .
9 plus reached home .
iloveyouFRIENDS & SHARRON !
tags replied ,
`♥Peiqi{: , i cut quite alot la , nononono ! you don cut cause of me , i don wann it . and don cut la , you cut , i go cut twice th number you cut ar . ;/ iloveyou , imissyou too <33
SIXIAN , hahas , yea , mine mine mine ! ;X
xEUNICIAx , cause i'm a dumb dumb , yea , i will try to forgot himm , but its like , so long luhhs , almost a year , but still haven't .
Xiang , you wann give me , thn i take loh .
Eeyun , hubby ! i will try my best not to cut kaes ? iloveyou <33>
Pei Lin , jie jie like it mahh , lols .
♥ with love
10:31 PM

Thursday, February 28, 2008
one more day !
to th end of th test ! ;DD
had physics test , and i have confidence i would
fail pass it !
after test was EL ! MR JERALD is gg off to NS ! saddded , th class gonna be bored with just mdm raihanna teaching , JERALD ! we will miss you la ! took photos as memories :}
then was math , ok so many people saw my slits , and yea , thanks all for your concern and saying its not worth it . and i know its never worth it , for its me that felt th pain and not him . but to me it was just a way to ' cure ' th pain-ness in my heart , so don worry yea ? i'll be alryt .
and i broke my record for th first time in history ! i never sleep during mr yim's class ! instead , its my first time getting so indulge in his class .
after geog was CME , had discussion about respect and taboo about malays and chinese , was funn la , with solihin th only malay boy in our grp , so we made him th malay VIP , wahahahas ! then was chemistry ! good news was that majority in 3N2 passed th chemistry ! SWEE ! happy happy , and mr chan said me and my sis scored th same marks ! and th boys was like saying we copied or what ? th brain combined as one and all th crap make me LMAOS la .
after that went to eastpoint walk ard .
stop flirting with him in front of me , i admit i'm jealous , so what ?
he's innocent .
SIXIAN , i saw your note at your blog luhhs , i know its not worth it but i also carn promise you that i will stop doing it , i carn promise you all anything , cause if i break my promise then it won't be nice of me anymore , i just remebered today at maths class renee was like , telling me not to slit that time sh so sounded like wann to cry , idk is sh zao xia or its true , anw , thanks for telling me that he's a guy which has so many bad points , i guess telling me his bad point could somehow woke me up from doin all this foolish stuff and i cn tell you , sliting is th world most foolish sutff ever .
♥ with love
4:22 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008
today had English paper and social studies .
and i have confidence that i will flunk my papers , YAY ! -.-
during social studies period i'm like sleeping in class la , WTFFFFFFFFFFFF .
idk why always mr yim talks thn i will feel sleepy , mann , he got th power to make me sleep .
thn after social studies was math , ' our classroom ' had no tables so we went to th ' newton corner ' where it had bench and tables , studied there , hafiq was seating beside me then he keep making noise to pissed us out , but nobody was pissed la , we was all laughing ard .
after math lesson was social studies exam , when i received th exam paper , my whole mind was like BLANK !? idk what to write .
then anyhow crap some facts which i think is not really related .
fail , fail , fail ! lalalalalalalalas ~
♥ with love
4:19 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008
Goshhhhhhh , no matter how i squeezed those words and stuff in my brain they just won't go in ! andd i have no idea what th textbooks , notes or whatever is talking about .
and tuition was like so fast endded , and i seems to be like so blur of everything .
tomorrow is english and social studies , two words ,
No Confidence !
rahhhhhhhhhhs , no matter how i mug now like no use luhhs .
and i know that miracle won't happens .
so many things left undone-ded ;{
my art is like , so many things to paint , and admin test would be more important than drawing , so gonna leave it aside ;/
rahhhhs , so confused .
and i'm uber envy those people who had finish their bloddy test la , so fast .
--x
stunt , shock , reprimanding , negative thoughts .
is that really all you can do , asking me to quit it , saying its bad , unhealthy , killing myself .
fine , its not good , it doesn't benefits anything from it .
why carn you feel that how pressured i am , fine , i stop loh .
i slit instead , and then , same reaction .
carn you react other ways ? instead of always reacting th same way .
you ain't not tired , but i am !
i am sick and tired of every reaction you people made .
all of you may have made it just one time , but its towards me , i've gotta face more than just one. and its who that gave me pressure , of course its easy for you to said it , cause you will never understand how i feel .
and you are always acting that you understand , but i know you will forever never .
how much it hurts me to see him reacting this way , my life was fine this way , and suddenly this weird feeling came knocking on my door .
i really have no mood to study , with all those crapp in my mind .
i'm uber upset , let me sort it out .
save me from th misery
我的心好沉重
♥ with love
7:47 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA YI and ELVIRA !
to Jia Yi : YOU'RE OFFICIALLY 15 !
to Elvira : YOU'RE OFFICIALLY 16 !
congrats to both .
1 more day to common test luhhhhhhs . wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
ltr gg out to meet eunicia for lunchh , then sh headed for her ' thinking day ' destination .
after that gonna mug for homeworks and test , sadded .
♥ with love
11:34 AM

Friday, February 22, 2008
back to blogging .
kinda long since i blogged , decided to maybe mia form blogg and audition ? idk .
see if i lazy anot luhhs ;p
my mood is swinging like a swing with no bar supporting it ? 36o degree .
somedays high , somedays moodless .
sorry GirlF if i ever show all of you my fcuking bloody attitude .
and i won't forget that thursday evening , laughing like nobody's buisness , wednesday afternoon , went riding bike with sharron , ah yang and his cousin , th guys cycle , while th girls stand behind , stand until my leg was fcuking damn pain la , cycled till night , then they said they wanted to fetch miie home .
common test is next week ! and i'm still like com-ing and not studying ? must chng this current attitude of mine .
3n1a ! good luck to your A math , though it seems like th whole class failed thn class test , except for shermaine , you all can do it de .
and YAY ! th whole class , 3n2 , passed ART common test , happy happy !
and cheer upp to those friends of mine who is depressed recently , cause of some relationship problems ?
here , i'm asking them to cheer upp and there i'm emo-ing ? WTFFF .
emo , emo , emo .
i really fcuking miss himm .
and i really wann to tell himm how i feel , i really carn take it anymore , i'm breaking down soon .
i'm gonna slit .
slit , smoke , emo . that's what , made th past me .
my first penknife cause of himm , i made my first attempt to everything that turns me bad .
sliting is all over my mindset .
♥ with love
6:03 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008
PISSED OFF !
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF .
i heard whats happening and i'm freaking pissed off .
he chnged , totally !
he's in th wrong and he's giving people attitude ? wthhhhhhhhhhhh .
whatever its gonna be , he gonna lose out in th endd .
forget it !
and school seem to be setting a big BOMB , bomb us with tests !
today hadd math test , quite easy la , at first was like keep worrying will it be difficult or what ? guess cn pass la , if not tuition for what !?
thn after math test was chemistry test , WTFFFF .
i totally hadd no confidence in passing it okiies !?
andd i damn hopee cn pass la , if not somebody gonna pull a long face at me .
bringing home all my books soon , cause common test is comin in a few days time ?
and my bag is gonna be freaking heavy la .
andd i hope that th ' love ' he thinks would ripe , conflicts , misunderstanding , everything ! gonna be vanished asap !
gonna mugg hard for common test , wthhhhhhhhhhhh .
so stress , need to memorise so many things , arsehole .
♥ with love
5:06 PM

Saturday, February 16, 2008
i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi , i miss jiayi .
i fcuking swear i miss you alr , come bac soon .
and twinnie's cute and chio luhhs . its th fact , not a opinion .
today went out with sharron , gayle , ah yang and sharron's stead .
went to sharron house first , thn went to eastpoint to meet th boys , thn went to bedok , bought donuts as cake to celebrate gayle's birthday , and many many things .
went to Kbox , saw karean , sing till 7 , hohos .
last night hadd conversation with kor , twinnie , slice , jiayi , jiayi's twinnie in msn , was keep LMAOS , cause of th russell peter show , damn ass funny luhhs .
and congrats to miie for my stress is taking over miie soon . drowned by stress .
i miss those times , when we played audition together , laugh about our jokes , conferencing at th middle of th night , hanging out together , spamming th msn , crapping .
but everything has changed , we seemed to be drifting apart .
and i seriously miss those laughter we had at msn , phone , audition , outside together .
how i wished we could all do this together agns . i love you guys <33 !
♥ with love
10:36 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY ! to all th couple in th world ;D
today was a day that's filled with love ;DD
finally get to use th com , hohos , blogging is th first thing i did apparently .
today was quite a funn day i hadd with my friends , love all th crazy stuff we did .
made , bought , give and receive presents from and for all of my friends .
andd i really love th crazyness did together with sharron , with th a-la-la-long thingy , LMAOS !
after school met upp with them agns , went to a flower shop bought roses for Eeyunn , sharron and joline , then proceed to sakae sushi , hohos , hadd crazyness in there .
saw karean with a guy , o.O !
after eating went home sweet home .
Happy Valentine Day CUM Friendship Day ! xDD !
and thanks for all th gifts and everything , especially th moment of funn we hadd .
Labels: xoxo
♥ with love
7:35 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008
today went out with sharron and joline after their remedials , sharron kept calling miie to go in th th school premises , i wearing home clothes , so dare not enter alone , so called meimei ' fetch ' miie in , thn tio caught by security , thn meimei lied say we sisters , thn th guard don believe , walao , so childish lor , th face , i dont believe , fcuk la , who cares . feel like bashing him up lor , tht JB face .
then went out , waited for sharron to come out , then sharron blanja miie and joline sakae sushi , so shiok lor , got friends to blanja , thn laugh like hell . lols .
after eating went to popular , headed to pasir ris , engraved a friendship ring , headed homee . ;DD
will be MIA-ing .
i won't forget those days i hadd with you , happy or sad i will just take it , am i missing you and those days ? or am i loving you ? all i know is i wanted to see you badly , imissyou . T.T
♥ with love
10:28 PM

Sunday, February 10, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN JIA YI !
ILOVEYOU !


mayor , bubbles and mojojojo singing birthday song to professor !
hohohos !
si buttercupp don wann to sing !
♥ with love
12:12 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008
Today went to sharron hse , meet upp with si xian , thn headed to her house together , thn her boyfriends reached earlier than us , then went thr , slack ard , hungry , ordered pizza , thn th guys left , and left us , th gals , plus mei mei and joline , went to sharon's room played ard , help her to deco herself . hahahas , th adviser , thn deco fin everybody start to zi lian , take photos together . lols .
pics of today , and pics of yesterday .



















and i love this photo while viewing through my cousins photo album ;D
HIM and HER wedding ;D !

♥ with love
11:22 PM

Yesterday , went out with my cousin to my eldest aunt bungalow . hadd loads of funn there , gambled one rd , lose money , thn stop luhhs , lols .
then went out to play with my cousins and niece , chit chatting while swinging , ate and played with poker cards , was like so funn till th adults said we had to lao yu shen , stopped all th funn we hadd , thn go lao , lao until all th food no longer at th plate , all at th table , th was like LMAOS . hahas , thn 5 plus , six , went to my second eldest aunt place , played played played , chit chat , and my uncle and th aunts almost all th adults went to th kitchen chit chat , thn laugh laugh laugh , and everybody at th living room was like looking at them la . lols .
at night , went to my aunt house to stayover night , SWEE , ilove my cousins . ;DD




♥ with love
11:53 AM

Friday, February 8, 2008
Reunion dinner ! hohos ,
its nice , to have everybody seated down , and eat together .
chat and laugh , so much of a happy ending . hahas .
was kinda bored at my uncle house , so was like camwhoring th whole day , laughs .
tml meeting cousins agns . this time also gonna be high with them ;D , just love to be with them ^^



♥ with love
1:24 AM

Thursday, February 7, 2008
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR ;DDD
yesterday went out with terence , ernest and yun jing , hohos . met yun jing and terence , then met ernest . and th impression terence gave miie was like , WTF ?
he was like , omg sh highlight her hair , wahh paikia , then i was like -.- " , lols .
thn on th way to tm was talking about my highlight-ed hair , laughs .
cause ytd was like went to ' highlight ' my hair with buddies . hohos . then went to tm foodcourt to eat while waiting for ernest to reach .
th whole day was like keep suan-ing and teasing ernest la , hahahas ! we are bored , so we teased himm . xD ! walk ard tm and cs , thn tired settle down awhile , then i blanja them ice cream ;DDD ! 2 plus went home , then headed to my uncle house .
sharon and kor went overseas luhhhs , missing them >.< !
come bac soon ;)
♥ with love
12:32 AM

Sunday, February 3, 2008
late evening , went to my aunt house , went to have a renioun dinner at her house , cause sh is having cancer so guess don have much time left for her , so we try to do it asap . my family ( except my father ) was th first to reached . so while waiting read newpaper , thn my cousin ( her daughter ) came second , soon after more and more came .
after everyone came , we sit ard th living room , brought a table and FOODDDD ~ was served on th table , hadd th shen yu , was so funny la , have to lao that food , thn was like saying alot of properous words , then miie , my cousins and my sister was like saying , hope teacher never give homework , hope th school close down ... blah blah blah , then everybody was laughing like hell la , thn th adults said theirs too , and they also said something same like us , hope th office close down . we was like LMAO !
then settled down , eating , hadd loads of yummy food , but all is sort of like vegetable thing , no meat , lols . after finishing our food , was like chatting , and everybody chatted 1 topic , and that made us looks like one BIG FAMILY ;DD ! i love this feeling luhhs .
then my uncle was saying jokes ! everybody laugh like maddd . hohos . then my laughter was a unique one , so they all look at miie , thn discussed about my laughter . xDD ! and th whole night was like LMAO , ROFL ! flooded with my uncle's jokes . hahahas . i really love today . ;DD
iloveMYCOUSINS
iloveMYAUNTS
iloveMYUNCLES
esp , that moment of funn we hadd .
&& i gonna quit IT !
♥ with love
8:45 PM

Saturday, February 2, 2008
finally , my father let miie go under a condition .
to clean my hse till late , though its abit weird but who cares .
morning went to meet sharon and si xian with my sister , thn ate at mac , after that went to bedok resevoir .
was confused with th meeting point lo , walk to and fro , thn finally made a decesion and walk all th way , hahas , 3n2 girls like a lil nia , 9 am , time to runn , so th made a signal , and BEEEEEP ! RUNN ! lols , runn for like 3o mins , andd i finally got th 27th position , so elated ! improved ! ;DD
after that played have prize giving ceremony and dismissed ! thn said something to ting yu 's bro , and he poured water at miie la , thn i use ting yu as shield and kenna ting yu ! xDD ! thn tingyu not happy pour water at miie , whole body wet like fcuk la .
then sharon came talking to miie , i pured water at her . hahs . and sh was like WTFF ?
thn peii-ed ting yu go chng , thn sharon planned to pour water on her , while sh walking towards th bus stop we poured water onher , sh was also like WTF la . lols .
went to CS to eat , was like chatting madly , all th match making and everything , laughs like madd . xDD !
and thursday , si xian and ting yu came my house to watch ONE MISSED CALL , hohos , i'm always th one screaming like hell la , xDD ! rmb to close ur ears , when watching ghostly show with miie , or i'll shout till u deaf . xDD !
♥ with love
7:41 PM

Friday, February 1, 2008
bloginggg ;)
maybe this will be my last post ?
feel like starting a war with my father .
i don care how people thinks about a daughter quarrelling with a father is badd and whatever .
its always i'm wrong , i'm being lazy , i'm lying abt my reasons , i'm avoiding whatever task he gaves me .
okiies , i admit at times i does . but it still doesn't means i'm always like this , whyiie carn he change a angle looking at things , whyiie must everything goes th way he likes ?
izzit wrong to achieve something ? or izzit right to stuck at th computer , achieving nothing .
he always threatens to lock my com when he knows that , to miie , computer is just my second precious .
i just wanns to go to th cross country , get a rank , and feel proud of myself .
simple .
but whyiie does he always make things so complicated and push me to an end ?
new yr is comin , and i have to clean th hse , and he just get angry over , miie , gg to cross conutry running and not at home cleaning upp , and says , i'm being lazy , pushing all th housechores to them .
i wasn't even thinking this way , i just thought i could achieve something and get home to do all th clean upps .
maybe its kinda crazy to sacrifice a com ( for like months ? ) for a day of running ( maybe not even getting a rank or badge ? ) .
so what if he locks my com , i gets to study properly , i still gets to go out with my friends , its just that during th night it cn gets boring , but it doesn't kills .
i've still got my PSP and my storybooks ( which is totally intresting )
computer is just a way to contact my friends , and now they don really online , cause of studies , test and exams .
its not like i'm not comin home to do th spring cleanning , its just that i'll be back home , late , and you are alr showing miie your bloody attitude .
and i really hates it , when you start threatening miie or stop miie from doing what i wann , though not everytime , things have to goes th way i wann , but at least , somethings i do , makes miie feel a sense of achievement and stucking at th com wasn't one of it .
i just hope that i'm not overdoing it .
i'm just missing suchen , th person that talked to during my sadd times .
come bac to singapore soon ;DDD !
♥ with love
8:07 PM
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3:51 PM